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Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 3:38 AM
Next week will be term 2 week 5 if im not wrong. 3 more weeks to go. Should i be happy? I really dunno. Cos the fact that its just a temporary escape as in we will come back FULL load right? just without the stupid lesson planning... + tons of paper work and other commitments. why do teachers need to work so hard and even so u r not necessary guranteed a good grading from what i know.and sometimes students don even appreciate it (we shldnt expect they will cos we will be in deep dissapointment then). im starting to think that passion is so cheap when you see the reality of what goes on in a bad classroom seriously. who can understand the stress of teachers unless you are one yourself? many think that imposing rules and mayb giving them rewards can solve the problem, they do, but only as effective as you taking panadol. the effect just wears off. im just glad that by looking at my teaching apt form, im safe. but so what. i think NIE should implement a new course "Stress Management".. even so i don think it helps. i think i just want to finish serving my bond for now. ok mayb im abit SLOW (many of my frens already broke down or want to break down). becos i felt so only this week. or mayb its my naughty class, agitating me last 2 periods of today, mayb its now then i start to think back and wonder if all this was really what i wanted to do.... mayb i will get through this period with a new perspective & hope... mayb someone or some things may change things... we never know for sure. i just thank God for giving me the strength and courage to do my best.. and being faithful to me no matter what happens.. =) |