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Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 10:27 PM
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile and my heart For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong I want you to come back and carry me home Away from this long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too Does the feeling seem oh so right And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 10:03 PM
if i could carry on i will if i could remove the mask i wouldnt want to put it on in e first place if it dont hurt so much im afraid its dead i'll do anything to make it go away but will it go away? Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 9:04 PM
if this is the biggest test by God pls give me strength to overcome this if this is wad i must go through show me how how can i face the truth accept the truth and move on? and where do i move on? to where how can i forgive somebody who has love me so much and then hurt me so much if God can hear me can He gimme a solution? If everything wasnt meant to be i still thank god for revealing e truth for me what shall i do? Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 11:48 PM
Im super pissed yesterday with SOMEBODY. She accused me of something that i never did... end up she found that its a misunderstanding and shes in the wrong but never even apologise or wad. Now i understand whats it like to be doubt by others.. and also sometimes u give ur best but the result is often not what u want. u seek recognition but end up u receive unecessary suspicions accusations etc. Not that i want to blow up the matter but its a matter of integrity, if u dun trust my character how can u trust the way i teach? its ridiulous. I give u respect but end up this is what i get.. i dun regret standing up for what i think is right... and i will deal with it professionally. On the other hand, im not gonna dwell in bitterness and resentment~ everyone make mistakes i take it as her slip this time. But if theres gonna be another time, i swear i will not tolerate it because i feel that if theres no trust than whats the point seriously. I am conscious free and God knows what im doing and i feel thats sufficient for me. The world is not perfect and so do the people living in it. Yah.. musn't let it affect my mood. I read somewhere that circumstances don't determine our destiny, its our attitude that determines our destiny. So yah.. im gonna choose a right attitude ! =) i must embark on something exciting and fruitful this 4 mths break i promise!! =) Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 6:50 AM
hahaha omg i noe my blog is like so dead. I guessed i have been busy like for the sake of busyness! I regretted wasting the first half my semester slacking, giving so many tuitions and going out.. now im like fighting to have more time to revise my work. didnt do very well for my assignments too.. yea i know it's useless to cry over spilt milk.. i so deserved it for being such a slacker Praying hard for a miracle now! You can you can.. hopefully its still not too late JIAYOU JIAYOU SUM If you faint in the day of your adversary, your strength is small Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 4:39 AM
Sometimes life throws us a tune, and we r forced to dance with it Have u experience something that u tried so hard to hold but somehow u find that its beyond your control? It seems so close to your heart but yet a familiar fear grips u at every corner. Just when you thought u r holding it so well, a slight move will threaten to bring everything back to where it has started. A lie is the best way to hurt somebody close at your heart. It doesnt matter what the lie is about.. but whats he/she is trying to hide and why? If the truth hurts even greater, will u even brave urself to hear it? If someone close lies to you. will u remain silent n pretend nth happen? or will u confront n risk destroying e relationship? i chose the latter. Even if it feels horrible, i just cant pretend it nv happened/ isn't happening. Nor can i control my emotions.. if not for the fact that all of u matters so much to me. To have faith in something you cant see is easier said than done Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 6:08 AM
Shopping i feel kinda guilty today.. haha.
Cos i actually skipped tuition just to go SHOPPING!! can you believe it? i know thats like so not right.. i promise this will only be a occasional indulgence! =)
i guess im abit burnt out.. cos i gave tuition continuously for 3 days.. SAT-MON. so abit sians. and slightly deprived of shopping. den again i realised im so bloody BROKE. so i kinda window shop abit n bought accessories from F21. i just love the outlet at 313... seeings tons of accessories certainly makes me go weak in my knees.. LOL. 
Had a nice suaning n chit chat sessions
I just collected my new ah-mah spects! totally <3 align="justify"> this week cravings:
-majong!
-ehhh jap food?
-accessories
-royce chocs
Not so 'gentle' reminders
-please aready start studying n doing tutorials n readings n wadeva JUST START OK
-go for tuition religiously
-spend wisely
-less snacking!!!
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